..Never too Late..

February 17, 2008

..It’s never too late to start something new.. explore the other side of you.. learn something new.. change after all is constant.. then why do I punish myself into holding on to something old? those crappy shirts with holes.. ‘em old shorts with "bacon" garters.. shoes left to dust outside the house..accessories..pictures..diaries..relationships? does it confirm the relations i have been? or i am with now? why do i have to settle for something I am comfortable with rather than what i know is best for me..one which I know I deserve? is is because I tire myself of having to go about that same routine of finding the perfect shoes to fit and complement my wardrobe? the hassle of trying on dresses, shirts.. the pain of throwing away good ‘ol pair of jeans that doesn’t fit anymore? relationships that you’ve put so much effort but pulls you down…

complicated? hard? uneplainably torturing? yea.. that’s me.. my mind.. my heart.. my life..

but nevertheless.. still hoping..and wishing on that same ‘ol star..

one day, my fate will come to a happily ever after…

but i hope soon…